Been three years since one of my ex-classmates, Arsya, passed away. And I almost forget about it. Up until last year I was so sure I would never forget the day he passed away, since it was exactly the day after my 16th birthday. Up until last year I had never.
I’ve been wondering a lot about what will happen when I die. I sometimes picture scenes where my body turn stone cold and how the people around me react. Seeing how things happened around me, I’d say it will take around three years for everyone but my family (and some of my best friends) to completely forget me.
I feel like a shit whenever I do this. Oh and don’t even start about religious views on death.
Yeah fuck me, too.